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~~Evil SistahZ For Lyfe!~~
This is the site me and my evil sistah LiSaH made togeva - it's really kewl so pleez visit and sign our guestbook! Fankyew!
About Me!
~Basics~
Name: Hannah Kat Maddy Brown
Age: 13 and 3/4!!
Sex: Girl!
DOB: 01/12/88
Eye Color: Amber in the middle, green then brown outline
Hair Color: Black 'n' rusty red!
Height: 5'7 last time I checked!
School: Heathfield High School
Location: Leicestershire England
Parents: Mark + Jannette
Siblings: 2 brothers (Josh + Zach), 2 sisters (Zenobia + Willow)
Pets: bitch dog called Blue, deformed hamster called.. in fact it don't even have a name!, about 5 birds (biggish yellow ones), Sooty and Sweep the rabbits, 2 other rabbits and about 5/6 baby rabbits.
Boyfriend: I don't have one :(
House Number: 1
~Either~
This/That: That
Brunette/Blonde: What 'bout black?!
White/Black: Black
Kiss/Hug: Hug
Summer/Winter: Winter *snow!*
Autumn/Spring: Autumn
Saturday/Sunday: Saturday
Chocolate/Sweets: Chocolate
Ocean/Lake/Pool: Ocean
Pop/Alternative: Alt.
Prep/Skater: Skater
Purple/Pink: Pink
Dark/Light: Dark
MTV/The Box: Kerrang! :P
~Favorites~
Color: Pink + Black
Food: Pizza
Drink: Cream Soda + Apple Juice
Type of Music: Alt/Rock/Nu Metal
Band/Singer: I like too many
Song: Too many to name!
Album: Loads
Movie: Don't really know
Animal: Dolphins + Tigers
Month & Why: December, my birthday + xmas!
Season: Winter
Flower: Daisy
Quote: 'dunno' lol
Shampoo: Head + Shoulders
Time of Day: Night
Female Teacher: Miss Ross (English Teacher) and Miss Gregory (P.E Teacher)
Male Teacher: Mr Chambers (Humanities Teacher)
Insect: Insects suck I can't stand them
TV Channel: Trouble + Kerrang!
Magazine: Kerrang!
~Least Favorite~
Color: Yellow
Food: Most food lol
Drink: None!!
Band/Singer: Most pop groups/singers
Song: Most pop songs
Album: Anything pop
Shop: Uhm.. Food shops
Movie: Dunno
Animal: Cat.. but I love tigers
Month & Why: Dunno
Season & Why: Summer it's too hot
Flower: Dunno
Time of Day: Morning
Female Teacher: Miss Savage (Form Tutor + P.E Teacher).. She lives up to her name.. she's a savage bitch.
Male Teacher: Mr Ray (Humanities Teacher)
Insect: Spiders.. but basically all insects
TV Channel: Cartoon Network
Magazine: Sneak!
 
~People You Know~
Best Friend: Terri Simpson
Hate the Most: I'm friends with everyone :)
Funnest: Bec Weighman
Funniest: Terri Simpson
Meanest: Uhm.. we're all mean at times
Loudest: Maxine Dunkley
Quietest: Me!
Two-faced: Most people are, but hey we get over it
Most Boring: Nic Biggins
Stupidest: Everyone's stupid in one way *lol* I am in lots of ways!!
Smartest: Bec Weighman
Most Creative: Kay Nettleton
Always Argues: Muh sister
Ugliest: Uhm.. me I guess
Most Calm: Leah Kelly
Always Angry: Laura Gould
Always Happy: Stacey Bridge
~Other~
What is the nicest thing someone has done for you: Stuck up for me when I'm upset
What do you want really bad right now: To be able to mind read ;)
What do you wish you could change about yourself: Nothing, I might not be perfect but I like me just the way I am!!
Anything you regret doing in the past 2 weeks: Joining the S.B's Netball team
Who are your enemies: I don't have any enemies!!
Ever committed suicide: Tried
Ever being predjudice against someone for color, size, clothes, family, personality, etc: No I hate bullying + racism.
More on Me
I love to read! My favourite series of books is the Point Horror series, I also like the Harry Potter series. The best book I have ever read is called Milo's Wolves by Jenny Nimmo, that book is soooooo the best. It's emotional, and exciting and adventurous. I love it.
My favourite sport is basketball, I haven't played properly, eg. in a game, for a while though. Hockey is great too, I play hockey at school in P.E and when the Year9 Hockey Season starts I'm on the team :) yay. Lol. I also like football and badminton. I'm in the Year9 Netball team and practices are every Tuesday :) I'm shooter.
I love listening to music, my favourite artists are: Coal Chamber, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Blood Hound Gang, Cypress Hill, Default, Insane Clown Posse, Korn, Linkin Park, Reel Big Fish, Metallica, Limp Bizkit, Taproot, Disturbed, Eminem, The Offspring, Good Charlotte, Alanis Morrisette, New Found Glory, System Of A Down, Incubus, P.O.D, Rage Against The Machine, Spineshank, Kittie, U2, Bad Religion, Gravity Kills, Less Than Jake, Hoobastank, Lords Of Acid, Blink 182, 36 Crazyfists, Alien Ant Farm, Avril Lavigne, N.E.R.D, Deftones, Busted, Inme, Placebo, Kid Rock, Marilyn Manson, Nickelback, Puddle Of Mudd, Sum41, Ozzy Osbourne, Kelly Osbourne, No Doubt, Placebo, Radiohead, The Ataris, Slipknot, Nirvana, Alice In Chains, Ash, Mushroom Head, Drowning Pool, Rammstein, Feeder, Jimmy Eat World, Rival Schools, Alkaline Trio, Weezer, Ash, American Hi-Fi, Smash Mouth, Nuse, Amen, Mudvayne, Raging Speedhorn and Many Many MORE!!!
I also love to write poems and songs!! I have written 1 song so far for my friend's band called 'Chaka' but am writing another one currently!! And my poems are being published and one already has been!!
I'm a really really shy person. But besides being shy I'm crazy.. I'm INSANE!! And I love Insane Clown Posse *lol*. They are so cool. Oh yeah.. I'm also EVIL ;) not to mention WEIRD!
My Quiz Results
My Personality Test Results ~ Hannah, others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest... Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.
You’re Mandy Moore! You’re very sweet and caring. You’re also kind of modest, and shy too. You’re not exactly at the top, but you’re not at the bottom either. Which is alright with you, because you’re not taking life’s gifts for granted. Aw, you’re just the perfect little
girl! Polite, gentle, trusting, and have this sickeningly sweet aura that just makes you so darn lovable. But best beware, for your trusting nature can lead to pain as well.
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
What prep label are you?
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
Which Real World cast member are you?
Freak Test
Take the The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!
by  antiperfect
 | You are a very conservative and introverted person. You live in your own world and you're not very easy to approach.
Which Blogging Tool Are You? |
Which "Natural Wonder" are you?
Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty
What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
Which Buffy Girl Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
Who's Your Inner Buffy Bad-Girl? Find out @ She's Crafty
Are you a ho? Find out @ She's Crafty
discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com
My Fave Songs:
InMe - Crushed Like Fruit
Never exhume me,
I don't want you,
My dream,
Just like a waterfall in black and white,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
Why don't you stay here?
Does she love me?
My dream,
To cruise through outer space and feel the breeze,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
But you needed to know that I lied to you,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe that I have tried so hard to die,
And now you want your money back,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe this dream,
I can't believe that I have to live without you.
InMe - Lava Twilight
Take away your sorrows,
Bringing back my pain,
If you say you need me,
Then I'll take all the blame,
This is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
This is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right,
Take away your sorrows,
Bringing back my pain,
If you say you need me,
Then I'll take all the blame,
This is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
This is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right,
This is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
And this is all I've ever been,
Cold and alone, Lava Twilight,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right,
Lava Twilight, Fairy of Ice,
Greedy spirit, Nothing is right.
Shout Outs
Terri ~ Terri I love ya!! Ya my best friend and the best friend a girl could ever have!! B.F.F!!! I love your new house BTW.. it's sooooooo kewl!!
Nicola Biggins ~ NiKNaK I love ya gurl!! You're a really good friend.. besides all the times we fell out or went mardy with each other!! You're really mature *most the time!* and ya growin' up so fast!! I can 'member you in Rising 5's!! Hehe love ya always!!
Leah Kelly ~ Leah is a really kewl person! We were togetha in Playgroup 'n' then we went to different jnr skoolz 'n' we been togetha since 7th grade of high skool! I luvya LeLe!
Rebecca Weighman, Natasha Talbott, Jessica Wright, Stacey Bridge, Laura Davies 'n' my class 9SF, I luvya'll! You're all kewl peoplez I hope ya all havin' a good summa! ~mwaaaaah!~
Kayleigh Nettleton ~ Hey hunny! I hope ya had a good time livin' in Greece.. I can't wait till you come back to us!! Aint long! Hehe luvya.
Maxine Dunkley ~ MaXiNe!! You rule! Hehe.. you're the BeSt FrIeNd ever! I hope ya have a good time on holiday with my bro!! LoL! Luvya hunny. ~x 'n' o~
Bruce Morrison (bUg!!) ~ I luv ya!! You're such a good friend!! Thanx 4 alwayz bein there to talk to me! =) hehe we talk about sooooo weird thingz!! thongz 'n' periodz!! :S lol. Luvya ~mwah~
Grant, Linzi, Kevin, Ruth, Robert, Kerry, Paul, Loaine, Ali, Natz, Leonie, Gemma 'n' every1 else in Elgin ~ I luv y'all!! Ya all so kewl lol 'n' ok you do weird stuff but ya so fun! Hope you'all have a good hol! ~hugz 'n' kissez~
Taz 'n' Caz ~ You 2 are just like sisterz! I luvya you too are really great peepz 'n' thanx 4 bein there 4 me!
Monika ~ You're a really kewl person don't let Scott take advantage of you'z 'n' don't go back to him when you know what he's like! I luv you hunny.
Shawn Smith ~ sTrAnGeR!! I miss talkin' to ya but I'd rather not talk to ya 'n' you be able to email me than you not be able to do anything using the internet! MeAn MoM!! Luvya.
John Stokes ~ Hey!! You're kewl I hope ya ok! LoL ya wasting ya whole Summer workin'!! Hope ya havin' fun! Luvya you're a great friend!
Rich, Sarah, Jessie, Julia ~ Hope y'all ok, I know you'z aren't from England but y'all really kewl! Have a good Summa!
Gaz ~ Hey Gaz! Hope you're ok? Aint talked to you 4 agez! Im still not allowed to go to Athletix my Mom 'n' Dad are soooo mean!
Kash ~ I luv ya!! You're soooo nice to me 'n' I hope you are ok! Im sorry bt u 'n' Caz Im sure u'll meet the rite gurl soon. Have a good Summer 'time wasting' lol.
Zac ~ Hiya! Zac you're a really nice person I hope you're ok. I'm sorry about not believeing you but I just can't!
Fraser ~ Have a good Cruise around the Carribean (or howeva ya spell it!) cuz ya deserve it! Take care!
Corrine ~ Hey Cory!! You are really sporty 'n' that sport ya told me about I don't know anyone else who has eva heard of it eitha! Take care hunny! Hope to hear from ya soon ~mwah~
Liam ~ Hey Liam lol um aint known ya 4 very long but anywayz hiya hope ya ok!
Peter Staples ~ I still LOVE YOU.
All my internet friends and other people that I know ~ I love y'all thanks for being my friends! Sorry I didn't do you individually but uhm.. somehow I think it would take a ReaLLy LoNg time to do you all cuz there's so many of ya! But I love you all anyway :)
People I HATE
Haters. People that search for other people's homepages just so they can phuckin' diss it. Stupid. People.
Likes
chocolate, cream soda, msn (when it isn't being annoying and signing me off all the time!), ty beanie babies, books, the words cute and sweet, apple juice, pizza, shopping, chillin' with friends, hangin' with Maxine, drawing, writing, poetry, my digitaldream l'élégante camera, my polaroid i-zone camera, my baby~g watch, my mobile phone, my doggy blue, my two gorgeous rabbits sooty 'n' sweep (& their two little baby bunnies, not named yet 'cause we aren't sure if they are male/female lol), the colours pink and black, hula hoops, milkshake made with ice cream only (NO MILK!), dinosaur shaped turkey lol, chocolate chip cookies yummy, gel pens, snow, pineapple, clouds (what..?! they are fascinating! lol), the beach, basketball and um that's all I can think of just now.
  
   
Dislikes
T.V, milk, cream, icing, cakes, boring games, chips, orange squash, swimming, school, talking, chewy sweets (eughhh!), hot drinks, salad, mc donalds, kfc, burger king, burgers (yuck!), most food lol, stupid lyrics sites where they think they got all lyrics.. you gotta be joking - no one has all lyrics!, spiders, cats, search engines that don't ever find anything, people that smile at you then whisper to someone next to them, most track n field events - they suck lol, um.. pe teachers are stupid too - like they think we can't play a proper game without them watching!, art/design teachers - ohhhhh help I dunno how to hold a paintbrush! I can't be bothered to think up any thing else to moan about or that I don't like just now lol so um that's it!
 
 
I Love..
I still love Peter Staples whatever people are sayin' has happened to him. I'll always love Peter forever and ever.
I Love You Peter
I know there is no such thing
As the life of me without you
And if I didn't have the love you bring
There'd be nothing for me to do.
I can only hope the day we part
Will never ever come
I love you Peter with all my heart
Without you life would be numb.
I couldn't stand to be without you
And it doesn't matter how much I wish
There isn't a single thing to do
About the way it's you I miss
I know that we're together
In each other's lifes everyday
But I want to be with you forever
More than I can say.
I need you so much
This feeling is so confusing
The way I miss an unknown touch
Seems even to be amusing.
I think about you all the time
Thinking of the things we could do
There isn't a single thought that's mine
Since the day I fell in love with you.
My heart and mind are with you
Even if nothing else
No matter what I say and do
I'm wishing I was somewhere else.
I LOVE YOU Peter Staples. And I'm sorry to Peter's family for not believeing what you say about Peter.. it's just impossible for me to ever believe that I'm sorry. I hope you're all ok and please don't hate me I don't mean to be insensitive or anything.
My Poetry/Songwriting
Angels
All of us has our own special angel
Who is there to brighten up our day,
She's knows when she's needed
Yet knows when she's in the way.
When you're feeling really down,
Upset and really low,
She'll turn your frown upside down,
She's always there you know.
My angel must be taking a break,
That's what I think anyway
Cuz although I feel I'm about to break,
There's no angel here today.
So I do my best to feel alright -
That's what my angel wanted.
See, my angel is always next to me,
But we have to learn to cope
And let our angels free,
Fill our hearts with hope.
When you feel you need her again
Just remember she is there,
When you feel no-body's listening
Remember your angel always cares.
Once More
I wish I could see your face,
I could hear your heartbeat race,
I wanna hold you one more time
And tell you everything's fine.
I just want to say I love you -
Let you know that I care
And whatever happens to you,
I will always be there.
I need to feel the warmth of you
One more time before I let go
And tell you not to worry,
I'll join you soon you know.
I want to hug you tight,
Keep you close next to me,
Be next to you tonight
But none of this can be.
See I was too late and I didn't know
You could leave me even before
I'd said I love you, don't want to let go,
I wish I could just once more.
The Homeless Song
I live in a cardboard box down the road
I'm gonna paint it pink and black
And I don't know what you've been told
But there ain't nothing I lack
Oh yeah yeah
I said give a cheer for the homeless
Give a smile for their weakness
I said it.. I said it..
I said give a cheer for the homeless
Ain't makin' no mistakes
Give a smile for their weakness
Cuz a word is all it takes
You made my day when ya smiled at me
Cuz that's the kinda thing I like to see
People staring right on down
Wonder how my world goes round
In my box of pink and black
Ain't no way I'm turnin' back
My world's a sea of red and blue
My social life is formed by you
Oh yeah yeah
I said give a cheer for the homeless
Give a smile for their weakness
I said it.. I said it..
I said give a cheer for the homeless
Ain't makin' no mistakes
Give a smile for their weakness
Cuz a word is all it takes
Saw me wondering round the streets
Questioning how come my heart still beats
Cuz of all those things you said
You have kept my blood warm red
Oh yeah yeah yeah
I said..
Give a cheer.. CHEER.. cheer for the homeless
Give a smile.. SMILE.. smile for their weakness
I said.. I said..
I said give a cheer for the homeless
Ain't makin' no mistakes
Give a smile for their weakness
Cuz a word is all it takes!!
Ahhhhh yeahhhhh!
Clown
I'm just a girl, just a crazy girl
Yet you treat me like a clown
You laugh at me, laugh at my world
And always try to put me down
Well guess what?
I'm a clown now
Ain't got no frown now
Can't put me down now
Cuz I'm a clown!
Tragic, fun, happy and sad
Call me what you want
Let me know I'm deluded, mad
And I won't deny the point
I'm a clown now
Ain't got no frown now
Can't put me down now
Cuz I'm a clown!
Dull gray eyes, a big red grin
You still can't see the soul within
And you can't see me cry
Cuz the tears are on the inside
I'm a clown now
Ain't got no frown now
Can't put me down now
Cuz I'm a clown.
Feels like my heart's on fire
I found my true desire
My soul has been resurrected
And a frown can't be detected
Cuz I'm a clown now
Ain't got no frown now
Can't put me down now
Cuz I'm a clown
You only see me for the fake red smile
The smile making your life worthwhile
Just to see somebody elses happiness
Is enough for you to laugh out at this
This clown
Shouldn't have no frown
Can't put her down
Cuz she's a clown
But not all things are what they seem
Look at me if you don't know what I mean
I ain't really got no clue
What I'm supposed to do
But when you laugh at me
Look down on me
Like I'm inferior to your mortal being
A sad world is what I'm seeing
You don't even know the meaning of love
I'm a sad clown and I'll never give up
Never give up 'til the night's are bright
The days are dark
And until the end of time
People aren't what you are.
I'm a clown
Won't see me frown
Can't put me down
Cuz I'm a CLOWN.
Ain't No Princess
I tried to think about life without you
I tried to come to a conclusion
But everything I tried to do
Always ended in confusion.
As long as I know you're alive
My love for you will survive
Through all the things
I put my heart through
And all the strings
I played to trouble you.
You told me it was ok
Don't mind me being crazy
But I was insane
I wanted to rock your day.
As long as I know you're alive
My love for you will survive
Through all the things
I put my heart through
And all the strings
I played to trouble you.
So many times I hurt you
Consistantly slashing your hopes
I swear I didn't mean to
Just hang me on the ropes.
I don't know what I want
I really have no idea
But I know that I can't
Carry on right here.
Cuz although I love you
You get me in a rage
And I just wanna get to you
Get out of your cage.
As long as I know you're alive
My love for you will survive
Through all the things
I put my heart through
And all the strings
I played to trouble you.
You say everything's alright
I think about that shiny knife
You tell me everything's ok
I despise those words you say.
But as long as I know you're alive
My love for you will survive
Through all the things
I put my heart through
And all the strings
I played to trouble you.
You see me as a princess of innocence
Just a little girl, not got much sense
And I needed to prove to you
I ain't gonna be what you want me to.
I am my own person
My own little lady
I wanna be known as one
Oh won't you save me?
Cuz as long as I know you're alive
My love for you will survive
Through all the things
I put my heart through
And all the strings
I played to trouble you.
I ain't no princess
I ain't no girl
I ain't no princess
In your fantasy world..
Angel In Your Eyes
i was the perfect child
but inside my light was burnin' out
i couldn't take all of yer praise
and that was on the best of days
i wanted to be what you didn't want
i wanted to prove what you think i can't
cuz i'm still an angel in your eyes
you never see the dirty things i do
oh damn it you don't realise
i just wanna get to you
i would sit there, no parent's home
hating the fact i was alone
would'a rung, but no-one to phone
you're never here, always gone
i didn't give all there was to give
i never knew who you were with
i didn't think about it much
just not wanting us to lose touch
i did everything, everything unkind
cuz you made me step over the limit line
ohhhh cuz you're so fine
you blow my mind
but i'm still an angel in your eyes
you never see the dirty things i do
oh damn it you don't realise
i just wanna get to you
i was just a little girl
you didn't know you were my world
you were always puttin' me off
made me think i wasn't good enough
you always left me till last
you wanted me to be in the past
but you didn't know how to tell me
i wasn't old enough to see
all the things you wanted from a girl
all it would take was one word
(just say no)
i'm still an angel in your eyes
you never see the dirty things i do
oh damn it you don't realise
i just wanna get to you
but there are things you can't forget
all the things that i regret
the time i wouldn't let you near
because of all the things i feared
when i wouldn't let you touch me
because i was afraid of what you'd see
see the little girl i was
underneath my pretty clothes
i'm still an angel in your eyes
you never see the dirty things i do
oh damn it you don't realise
i just wanna get to you
i watch the days that pass me by
i feel the time with you fly
i never wanted us to end
didn't wanna be your friend
i wanted us to be so much more
and baby you were the one i adored
but i couldn't let it go
all the things you didn't know
i wanted you to hold me close
but i was afraid to let it go
i'm still an angel, an angel in your eyes
baby you won't, you don't realise
all the dirty things i do
i do because i wanna get to you
and you don't know much it hurts
to know i'm less than you deserve
cuz i know i don't have the guts
and each memory, it cuts
it cuts my heart a little more
the knife, it leaves me with a scar
just a million little lines
from all of those times
that i was there with you
and didn't know what to do
i couldn't let you hold me
cuz i was afraid to let you see
the little girl that is inside
the little girl i've tried to hide
but now you've discovered who i am
and it changes nothing, you're a man
there's only one thing that you want
and that thing i just can't
cuz although i'm not a girl anymore
i'm a woman, that's not the point
i'm still an angel in your eyes
because you just don't realise
all the dirty things i do
because i wanna get to you
but i'm no angel
i'm no angel
that comes from times you made me cry
and babe don't say i didn't try
i tried to make you realise
but i was just..
an angel in disguise -
an angel in your eyes.
Satanic Habbits (please don't be offended)
I'm lost inside myself
A dangerous place
And all that I can see
Is a gurl without a face
And no-one tries to find me
No-one wants to take me home
You see I'm that kinda gurl
Destined to be alone
Cuz no-one sees through my eyes
You cant see what I see
I can see the devil
Starin at me evily
I've got this mental disease
I'm worshipping satan
I'll do whatever he pleases
Because hes The One
My soul is being eaten away
My brain has closed down
And my black heart for sale
Phuck you can have it free
Cuz no-one wants to buy all this shit
Too scared to believe me
They call me deluded, sick
And yeah I am, but free
Free from all the uselessness of living
All the schit you take everyday
I'm all take no giving
With the devil I like to play
And I'm a sin of the creator
A total phuckin' disgrace
An outsider.. a threat
To the 'perfect' human race
So come on burn me, burn me out
Typical phuckin' mortals
The ashes of my body will be found
And the devil will resurrect my soul
You will regret messin' with me
I'll let out the monsters in my head
My brain replaced with insanity
As I find myself glad to be dead
My soul is bleeding
Bleeding of all the phuckin' commands
Of the 'Master' Satan
Well phuck him, he is banned
You see heaven wouldnit take me
But hell did.. and He will phuckin' pay
I'm takin' over this phucked up world
I'm takin' my well deserved place
I belong here
In the shadows of death
The valley of evil
The home of your last breath.
Metaphor Monster (Published yay! lol)
His hair was like a mass of string
All knotted and in a mess
His eyes were as red as fire shooting
Through a cold, dark night
His mouth was as black as coal
With teeth sticking out in all places
All mouldy and yellow like cheese
Boy, would a dentist be unpleased!
His skin was all bumpy like a muddy track
His bellybutton stuck out like a mole
In a meadow of green
His claws were as sharp as knives
Cutting into a loaf of bread
His tail was swishing from side to side
Like a fish out of water
He had black, hairy legs
Like those of a spider
But most disgusting of all - his breath
It came like a green mist
Whenever he drew in!
My Nightmare
I lay upon the bed sheets
Trying to rest my head and sleep
Thoughts of you popped into my head
Then I fell asleep upon my bed.
I started to think about scary things
The devils cry, the way the dead sings
The thunder is crashing in my sky
Terrified people are trying to hide
Waves are crashing all over the world
People died as my nightmare unfurled.
Thoughts of life becoming extinct
Horrible things I hated to think
I shook and trembled through all my sleep
In my nightmare I'd lost things I wanted to keep.
Now, whilst I'm living, I remember to say
Thanks I love you, to family and friends each day
'Cause sometime this world will not exist
Just think of the times and people you missed
Everytime a bad thought is in your head
Say, I'll live my life to the full, until I'm dead.
Puppet Master
Think of yourself as a puppet
Your life upon a few strings
Rope - your life depends on it
And all the wood plus other things.
I am the master of destruction
I am the little voice in your ear
Taking the form of abduction
With you, I'll always be here.
I control your feelings
I influence your every move
Although you're not believing
It's time to meet your doom.
Because once you are born
You start to die
Once I have controlled you
You say goodbye.
My scratched and scarred hands
Cannot hold the tiny strings
You can't meet my demands
Time to throw you back in.
Into the big black void
The darkness of inexistance
Valley of morbid death
It's time to face the entrance.
Secrets
Some things to myself I keep
My secrets are so true and deep
I could imagine the world a better place
By picturing the look on your face
If my secrets you were told
You would wish you could only hold
My mind, my thoughts - my secrets are free
And I am anyone, but me.
Dreams
Something special, nobody else can see
A beautiful dream, my fantasy
Just one little thing I like to keep
Not to be shattered by reality.
Tears
There are tears of weakness,
Tears of joy,
There are tears to impress,
Tears, the result of a ploy.
Tears can bring sadness,
They can also bring calm
Tears to be addressed:
They sound the alarm.
Don't be the mean person!
SuMtYmEz PeePuL cAn BeEh ReeLy MeEn CuZ tHeY dOnT fInK oV wHuT iTz DoIn TeW tHa OtHa PeRsUn, BuT iMaGyUn If DaT pErSuN wUz YeW, yEw WuD xPeCt YeWr FrEnZ tEw StIk Up FoR yEw RyTe? YaH yEw WuD, sO wEn YeW sEeH sUmWuN aLoNe AnD LoOkIn UnHaPPy Or BeIn BuLLyEd Or PiKeD oN, gO aNd StIk Up FoR dEm, MaKe FrEnZ wIf DeM, cUz SuMtYmEz DaTz aLL yEw NeeD tEw BeEh OkAy, A gOoD fReNd.
My Fave Quotes
I'm out of my mind but feel free to leave me a message.
God is busy, can I help you?
I wanna be like Barbie.. that bitch has everything!
I'm not your type - I have a pulse!
I used to be schizophrenic but we're ok now.
Have a nice day somewhere else!
I'm one of those bad things that happen to good people.
Please feel free to stare, point, whisper and ask questions.
Please, keep talking. I need to sleep..
Sarcasm is just one more service I offer.
No reason to live but I like it that way.
Do not start with me you will not win.
Hello my name is bitch, what's yours?
Whatever it is, I don't want to hear it!
You have the right to remain silent, so please SHUT UP!
And your point is..?
Young, gifted and broke..
Miss Super Selfish.
I'm not a bitch.. I'm the bitch!
You'll never make Who's Who but you might get into What's That.
Just smile and say: yes Mistress.
How many times do I have to flush before you go away?
If we are what we eat you're fast, cheap and easy.
How can I miss you if you won't go away?
You're depriving a village somewhere of an idiot!
I'll try being nicer, if you try being smarter.
Thankyou for not engaging me in meaningless conversation.
When God made me he was just showing off.
Forget CK, it's CB - Crazy Bitch!
I'm only bad 99% of the time.
Look but don't touch.
What part of 'NO' don't you understand?
Completely Mental.
Get serious!!
Why does everyone say I have a perfect smile?
How come all lads say the same.. they're too afraid to ask me out cuz they're afraid they'll be rejected cuz I'm so pretty?
Too many freaks, not enough circuses.
I hate everybody and you're next.
Whatever look you were going for you missed.
I want it all and I want it now!
Be reasonable. Do it my way.
I'm going Nucking Futs!
YUCK FOU!!
Problem Child.
Sorry if I looked interested, I'm not.
You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing?
My fantasy = 2 men, 1 cooking, 1 cleaning!
I love my badass attitude.
I'm busy, you're ugly. Have a nice day.
When I want your opinion I'll give it to you..
D&G - Dropdead Gorgeous!
Whatever it is don't blame me!!
I'm really easy to get along with once you learn to worship me!
I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit.
As an outsider; how do you view the human race?
Warning: I have an attitude and I know how to use it.
If you can read this then you're too close.
To save us both time just assume I know everything!
Next mood swing: Six Minutes!
I dare you to stare.
It's better to regret something you've done than something you haven't done.
There's nothing wrong with being a loser - it just depends how good you are at it.
If you dunno where you're going any road can take you there.
I'm not weird, just gifted.
My imaginary friend thinks you have serious mental problems.
The only driving you've done all day is driving me crazy.
If you mess with the best you'll go down with the rest.
My Mommy told me not to talk to strangers.. so I can't talk to myself anymore.
Normal people worry me.
It's not called showing off. It's called you being mad cuz you can't do it.
I'm not a lie, I'm not an illusion. I'm an angel so what's the confusion?
You all look at me and say 'girl you've been blessed' but you all can't see inside of my unhappyness.
SMILE!.. it scares people.
Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to.
If you need space join NASA.
I'm a princess, I live in the clouds, if you wanna rock with me you better bow down. So get on your knees and call me your highness, cuz baby believe me - I'm England's finest.
I don't need your attitude I got my own.
I smile cuz I have no idea what's going on.
Stress is when you wake up screamin' and realise you haven't fallen asleep yet.
Is it time for your medication or mine?
I'm not tense.. just terribly terribly alert.
It drives me mad, over the top, knowing my heart can never stop. I'm loving you for everyday, it doesn't matter what you say.
When I'm good, I'm good. When I'm bad I'm better.
I have multiple personalities - I can talk and piss you off at the same time.
Make yourself at home - clean my kitchen.
Don't bother me. I'm living happily ever after.
I started out with nothing and still have most of it left.
I pretend to work, they pretend to pay me.
If I throw a stick will you leave?
You! Off my planet!!
Suburbia - where they tear out trees and name streets after them.
Do they ever shut up on your planet?
Leave me alone.. I'm fantasising being with you.
Don't worry - I forgot your name too.
Adults are just kids who owe money.
Chaos, panic and disorder. My work here is done.
Earth is full. Go home!
I am a nobody, nobody is perfect; therefore I am perfect.
If crazyness was money I'd be a billionare!!
Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your love and I'll be your girl. Give me a smile, give me your time, give me your love and I'll give you mine.
You should be more concerned about your character than your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is what others think of you.
I'm straight vicious, I throw plates and dishes. What? I'm crazy cuz you hate bitches?
Well, I hope you all like the new version of my homepage, even if I only made it 'cause I messed up the old one, Lol. Please do sign the guestbook on your way out!
Contact Me
Hotmail Email: gothik_barbie@hotmail.com
MSN Messenger: gothik_barbie@hotmail.com
Neomail: lil_miss_knowitall, dotty_4_u + dreamy_me
Face-pic: deliriousgurl
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